I became father this morning, at 06.55 the 6th of July, A little princes was born. A life changing event in so many ways and an experience that will make me grow as a person That girl will be the reason for and the reason why for years and years to come.
That she decided to come on this exact date is still a mystery to me but I had a hunch and a feeling for the date since day one and it came through, not so weird in itself, but when I tell you why you will understand why I cried and cried and cried this morning.
My mom has always been a huge influence for my writing ever since she passed away age 35 from cancer when I was just 9 years old, I started writing because I needed a place to vent my thoughts and to release what I felt about it, and in some way that has always been my muse in music, the reason why I chose the darker paths of writing in my early years, and why I wrote about the subjects of existence early on. You may still ask yourself why I am telling you this: Well, you see, my mother was born the 6th of July 1955 so her birthday is now also the birthday of my daughter 21 years after her passing away and it happen 0655 in the morning( wich i do believe is coincidence though) And I had the gut feeling since day one that she would be born on this day, My old muse meets my new one, and the different experiences I now posses will take this life even further and It lies in the meaning of both sides in the question WHY?
Thank you for reading my post tonight, now I will fall asleep like a baby and we speak again soon