A 365 daily Challenge : Day 217


Day 217
30.09.2014
Topic: tunnel vision
Topic given by little_lions_mama

In a blurred light
I only managed to see my intentions
Not my cause
I have passed the door of no return
Where I can no longer rest on my actions
Reactive memories
Held me close to this blur
I will fumble for the next decade
Before I find another door without a cause

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A 365 daily challenge: Day 216


Day 216
29.09.2014
Topic: Autumn frost
Topic given by Solveig Holmsen

Autumn frost
Layers of rime spelling the name of a king
Crisp and bitter in its way
Your bone marrow breaths through its skinny teeth
To signal the brain about uncomfortable delight
First sign of breath
Last breath of earth before it fades into hibernation
With only frost smoke left from the bottom of the year
To signal its existence
We start to exist within darkness
We start to miss the light reflection gives
We have left it behind us
With the frost comes also our regrets and delayed misery
An it is absolutely beautiful

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A 365 daily Challenge : Day 215


Day 215
28.09.2014
Topic: The little black book
Topic given by Tenealkotze

In my little black book
I have all the wrong answers written down
I started writing it,
the day I felt misplaced for the first time
The natural response
Often speaks through the chapters
I wrongfully painted it as gut feeling in the beginning
It was more than a churn in the stomach
More than just a voice advising me to step back
It was more of a picture painted as I spoke
Of hundreds of knifes
Teasing the bare naked skin of my feet, painfully
Accompanied by the end of reasons
And the silence of any question
So I wrote it in my little black book
I have to remind myself to always keep the last page open
I can not tell my wrongs from the future
I am so sorry, for who I was and who I will become at times
Just look in my little black book
You will understand
I will not…
But I will learn

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A 365 Daily Challenge: Day 214


Day 214
27.09.2014
Topic: Escape
Topic given by Susan Jensen

At the brink of dawn
I fought my way with the moon
Only to escape my destiny
Rather a destination
It felt like release
In reality it was more of a closure
Lost my depth as the sun rose
In the heat
I escaped my cause

Here I am
Waiting for another sun set
To evolve in the same cycle
And wake to yet another escape
More aware of my escape route
Each time
Still I head for the sun set

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A 365 daily Challenge : Day 213


Day 213
26.09. 2014
Topic: placebo effect
Topic given by sjanjoe_

I took a sugar coated pill called managing
It was suppose to equip me with superpowers
Erase the heartache of life
Mellow medium, transparent in existence
No struggle
Only love and peace
But nothing came
Really…

I took a sugar coated pill called survival
It was suppose to give me superpowers
Erase the wall between myself and my disease
At least all the imaginative ones
They never came
Or at least not to me
I think

I took a sugar coated pill called sugar
And eventually it killed me
It was real
The only thing I did not believe in

I was killed by the only pill that’s real

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A 365 daily Challenge : day 212


Day 212
25.09.2014
Topic: idea of paradise
Topic given by lillinohelyz

A Flute sounding from a distance
Close enough share epiphanies on its resonance
Floating in melancholy
On a cloud of desire
Touch of gentle darkness
Enough light to persuade beauty to exhale
Breath of crisp and fresh
Pulsating in co-existence with the origin of species
Speak to trees
Whisper needs to the flower seeds
Paradise is where I breathe the cleanest
Clear view
The idea of a distance never cohered with the idea of paradise
It will never be more than a beginning
Life is true to the rest of its existence
Where the idea of paradise failed, life carried the burden of its ideas in the people
Paradise equals life
Paradise is present
The idea of it died with the serpent
Which shifted its shape into us

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A 365 daily challenge: Day 211


Day 211
24.09.2014
Topic: Kind hearted
Topic given by Amanda Stenersrød

She carried her eyes of gold
Her helping hands were automated
A fire burning low in her heart
Warm carrier of no regrets

Her kindred soul held no firm grip on her kindness
Jealousy was present in her cause
Worn on her left arm
She swore to reject the dream

So she planted a seed
A seed that would exceed beneath belief
And grow inside and feed on everything kind hearted
She named the seed, need

In between the hands of need
She planted weeds
To represent lust, longing and deadly dreams
To demolish the kind and sweet

She looked into the eyes of gold
That now had turned black as oil and dry as charcoal
Nothing left, but dead expressions
As the lady carried out a stale smile

Looking into those eyes of dead
The kindred soul exhaled
The empty stare
Left nothing in her
So she told about her affairs

She told about the seed of need
And all the weeds that intertwined
The lady answered with a nod

I knew what you did
I have always known
I needed to see how far you would go
Before I could save your gold

We all do good
Mostly bad
I had to loose my gold to show you that
But inside us all lies all the gold
To save us from us all

Have peace
Die restfully
Our kindness is our dreams
So please, look into my eyes
When I tell you, you were always in my sleep

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