A 365 Daily Challenge: Day 177


Day 177
21.08.2014
Topic: Changing seasons, changing mindset
Topic given by Robertjvenegas27

The journey started in spring
With light footsteps
Making it impossible to recognize the traces from last year
My heart seemed impossible to open
And I had left the key in Winters lair
I had to spend the entire season to trace my path.
The secrets were hidden at the back of my sole
The heavy footsteps out of winterland
Left marks of truth down on paper
I could do nothing but to replicate it.
The light had swallowed to much of the beast.

When summer came, it was even worse
I felt transparent
The small traces I had to grasp to
Was lifted of the surface
Much like myself
Felt like walking in a circle of continuous nothingness
My paper got vain
Brushing dust of its shoulders
Like old habits
Creating excellent words
But no context
Cause summer never held none in the first place

Taking the first steps back into the darkness, the fall, the cold, the fresh.
The imagery is the first to return
Not vivid at first
But it’s growing
I leave traces
I see the ripples in what I do
I concentrate my fear
I grasp for fresh air
And leave my pen to write its despair
I fall for the temptation to sacrifice myself.

By winter time
My footsteps are heavy again
I drag myself through the words
Every word I write makes an impact on my heartbeat, so I tend to not my head to them. In hope they will make more sense
I step into the winter lair
Knowing what I have been through

It is done

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A 365 Daily Challenge: Day 176


Day 176
20.08.2014
Topic: Women and the universe
Topic given by Nataliejoe

Dear Moon Goddess
Emperor of Venus
The force of antidote to my ill being
You posess powers beyond reason
And when I try to reason with your power, I am caught doubting my existence.
Unlike your brother, Helios, the light
You are able to get away with murder
You are able to exist in nothingness
You are strong enough to bare with silence
You are able to feed from the darkness
And exist in it
One center
One specter
I kneel for what you posess
And admire the powers you adress
You are my moon
My woman
My lady

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A 365 Daily Challenge: Day 175


Day 175
19.08.2014
Topic: Incisions of rust in a broken heart
Topic given by mugglesque

The knife blade left its mark
Small particles of dust remained,
To taint my heart forever.
Your memory was suppose to vanish through the veins,
Leave me alone.
Instead the rusty chains you left in me,
Keeps you locked inside the right chamber.
Refuse to let you pass away.
Refuse to give me peace
My blood is muddy and grey because of you.
My blood ,
My flesh and blood.
It will never be completely my own , again.
And for that, I despise the rust you left

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A 365 Daily Challenge: Day 174


Day 174
18.08.2014
Topic: depersonalized world
Topic given by ikkygal

The comment section is empty
At least thought someone would like it
Just posted my guts out
I wish I could have seen your face when you read it.
I remember how it blossomed back in the days when we actually talked
You would pass me as serenade like reply, sung from your lungs
And I could really feel it when you liked it
And when you hated something I said
I felt it even harder.

Now
I look at this empty field
Feeling the urge to see you
But we don’t do that anymore
Time has eaten up and consumed every precious moment we had, and will have.
I look at this empty field
And thank you for at least not pushing like , just to show me that you are there.
I miss that honesty in my life

Sitting here waiting for hearts and dislikes
I might as well feel ashamed
that I didn’t see my family this year
To busy to pick up anything
But at least they have my pictures
My perfectly shaped pictures
A summary of how happy I am.
At least they have that
Social is the new unsocial

I breathe
I feel
I carry my only dream
I am free
I kneel
And we are just a screen

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A 365 Daily Challenge: Day 173


Day 173
17.08.2014
Topic: camouflage
Topic given by Michael Kobernus

Blended in with the surfaced expression.
A hand lifted
Pasted on the kneeling neck
That once touched the cradle of civilization

Caught in a disappearing act
Found at the center of existence
Could not keep up with the progress
So he could not hide behind it any longer.

Realms of sudden change
Breaks any safe shelter to hide the human you carry.
Only the beast is left naked
Glanced by the naked eye

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A 365 Daily Challenge: Day 172


Day 172
16.08.2014
Topic: Inner Death
Topic given by Photogenicbastard

Occupied heart claps
Serves the brain no fluids
Empty anti matter
Reduce the need of being awake
Numb

Death does not serve a purpose either
Life only happens on the outside of a dying parameter
A shell that produce
You are the definition of an assembly line
No sense of lust
Except for the animalistic urge
Even that is automated

Life is just a dream
Fear of not being, has no truth in death
Death is a condition
Where life is the only true factor of existence

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A 365 Daily Challenge: Day 171


Day 171
15.08.2014
Topic: Progression
Topic given by Ladykera

Retaliation
Upheaval in the minds
Rebellious riots performed by the hand
In the art of writing
At standstill
A writer’s pen is dead to the world
But it never sleeps on the progression of man
When standstill shifts
The pen will be the example of its time
And we will all feed from its beauty

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